Update: Poppies of Hope
beautiful poppies, kodak ls753
the sweet, inspiring La Vie En Rose gave me strength just now to speak my truth by her comment she left on last nights post just now.
i feel encouraged to come here to this space again this morning...to be brave and ask for comfort from my sisterhood.
after i wrote my post last night, i went to bed and suddenly felt gripped with fear. my heart started racing and tears streamed down my face. i tried to take it all in with slow, deep breaths, to calm myself.
i couldn't sleep well...and when i did, i had dreams filled with fear and frustration of all sorts.
i was in such a peaceful headspace last night writing my post. interesting how quickly you can move through a peaceful headspace to a scary one.
so today i am walking around aimlessly, cleaning my loft, trying to focus with my heart racing and feeling full of anxiety.
i am preparing to clear my space for my affirmations. but i am coming here first to seek some comfort from you. any words of wisdom, or just simply love and encouragement. i am reaching out my hand for my sisters to lift me up and to hand me poppies of hope.
i need a quiet day of no talking and just meditating but i will come back to this solstice soon.
and i am still wearing Amy's red shoes. they worked for Dorothy in Oz, they'll work for me, right?